What if I was a different major? It would have changed everything. GPA, friends, relationships. Grades and friends are obvious. Classes would be different along with course load. Social groups are primarily founded on mutual interests. But relationships? What about Tall, Dark & Handsome? Our brief fling was interrupted by the end of school and gossip. Would we have ever met?
If I had a different group of friends I wouldn't have needed to find a sub-let. Party Girl and I would never have met and I would never have met Mr. Nice Guy.
Also...you will all miss someone or something. Personally - it's always someONE. Although, at present moment, it is both.
You've been gone for approximately 3.5 weeks. Thats three sessions, one Fest, 15 classes and way to many nights alone. It scares me how much I miss you. But another scary fact is how I can see myself without you. Even as I type this up. I cringe. If you ever read this - I'd die. Overall, I know I need you in one way or another. You are wonderful. Any unease in the upcoming months can be attributed to venturing into uncharted territory with a very guarded heart.
This is something I hope you understand and you miss me as much as I miss you. I know you do...
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